The old time stress
Knowing we were leaving the beach the next day brought on that old familiar sleepless night – it’s restless mind syndrome and I want to make it stop. T and I had had a good soulful talk the night before about how to deal with this avalanche that I feel all around me starting with the smallest detail to the largest one. It’s like my mind welcomes the changes around me but emotionally I’m blocked from riding the wave, instead, I find myself crouched down on the surf board with my hands over my eyes going oh no, oh no, oh no. I’m in a blender right now and someone is just this close from pushing the eviscerate button and a part of me is like PUSH IT, and the other part of me is like oh no, oh no, oh no.
My horoscope today because as always it is perfectly in tuned even though all of this is hocus pocus, I couldn’t have said it better:
November 08, 2010
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Taurus (4/20-5/20)If there’s something you really, really want to happen at work, there’s a good chance that you’ll begin to see progress in that direction. Sure, it’s no guarantee that it will work, but then there are no guarantees in these things. And, in fact, that’s part of what makes the whole prospect so exciting: You never know what’s going to happen. So cross your fingers and send a few emails and wait and see what course it all takes. Maybe you should make a few phone calls too, though.