Like sand through the hour glass so are the days of LaLa
Yesterday K tried to impress upon me that I am choosing victimhood in my role at the LaLa and that people are taking advantage of me left and right. He irritates the hell out of me because if anyone is taking advantage of me it is him with his slow ass ways! Meanwhile, spoke with TL this morning about this bend over grab your ankles home remodel life that we are living – it sucks, ya hear me. Am I a victim? Beats the hell out of me, but you know what, I keep trying to zen my way to the finish line hoping it doesn’t finish me before I cross it and all I can hang my hat on is that better people have done this in better times and weathered it all – also a lot of divorces happen from remodels – since I have that out of the way, I have no real disruption to look forward to once the house is complete. My concerns will reside with the small things – which shower to use? where to lounge? who christens the LaLa? – you know the little things that matter more than the big things.