Boxing the Ghost
So S is concerned that he’s fighting a ghost and while I don’t discount anything she tells me and it makes me sad to hear what she has to say sometimes, I think she too is fighting the ghost of C past. C (or D as she covertly refers to him) was rank bad, and she knew something was not right but was still blindsided, think she can’t forgive herself or him. She has never gotten over what he did no more than L has gotten over what P did and it’s possibly and probable that neither will. To this I say pishaw – leave it go. How many times have I told L you have to drop it before it poisons you – proceed with love and it will lighten your step. Besides it’s hard to beat a ghost in battle – go ahead write the farewell letter, post it or burn it, but dissipate the pall.
It’s amazing how many friends you require to field things in technicolor – I wonder how S survives with so few.
N resigned today cuz B finally called with the green light – Thunderbirds R Go! The architect plan coming together, the house maybe a few months away, the groove finally righting itself…oh the places you will go…