The power of positive thinking
I was walking Loca this morning and thinking about running. I bought some new running shoes almost a year ago, and about six months ago started trying to run a few days a week. Only after the first week, I started having back issues, knee issues and so I quit for a while. Then I started feeling porky and wanted to run, and so started running again, and started having back issues, and knee issues and quit. So now my bright pink running shoes just sit there as I walk Loca through the park.
I have put on so much weight in the past year that I feel like a swollen poisoned pregnant dog and summer doesn’t help that feeling. The other day a friend, newly single, was dreading meeting up with a past lover because she feared taking her clothes off on account of she has gained “an extraordinary” amount of weight. She’s beautiful and I told her so. Take your clothes off with confidence, it is your only defense against negative thoughts.
So today, as I was about to indulge in feeling like a tick, feeling like the summer is here and I can’t fit in my shorts, and how horrible I look, feel, am, I decided to take a different course and I walked and felt like I was blessed to have a healthy body, a voluptuous sexy body, and just as I was turning the corner, a man exercising without a shirt, with a sculpted gorgeous body, turned and said, “Hey beautiful. You looking good in blue, yeah. Have a nice one.”
So it worked.