Covering the sky with your palm
Three shades of deception and that would be self-deception – I was on the phone with a friend who is waiting for a sign because she doesn’t know if she should stay or she should go with her lover du jour, another friend I heard from is unable to open his heart because it is still bruised and sore from an other, and yet I see another friend trying to hide the obvious – or like a sage I know says she’s trying to cover the sky with her palm – and I think my god, humans can be so full of self-deception, but that is not it, self-deception implies a willing denial, where sometimes your heart gets stuck in a quagmire – you don’t want it to, but the heart has a will of its own and sometimes it thinks it is being clever when it is not, and the only one who doesn’t really know what’s going on is the person its inside of because it clouds your brains and makes you do things you find silly later on, it makes you cry from longing, it makes you sick and crazy, and most of all it makes you who you are – just another nutball in love.