Shift happens

Getting out of bed early is a great thing except for that one annoying factor – the alarm. I’ve been getting up without an alarm for so long now that having re-entered the world of school and schedule is something I must say I could do without. But the truth the beginning of the day is always the best part of the day for me because you have the whole day ahead of you. Well today was one of those life is short, but it’s wide days and much that went into it was informed by my taking the path of least resistance.

Some meditation while walking the dogs helped.

The guy who has been working on the house and pulling the dry rotted boards off the addition and replacing them with Hardie board, had to shift over and start addressing the termites he found active under the house, and today while addressing the termites, he had to shift over to be a plumber and deal with the pipe that is leaking directly under the bathtub and the water backup under the outdoor shower. He has spent the last year shifting around the LaLa and making me uneasy every time I go outside to talk to him.

But that’s okay, see because I’m shifting too, I’m shifting away from a woman who believed it was my sole duty in life to make sure this house was rock perfect to someone who believes it will either work or not. To someone who is shape shifting through the LaLa, through my life, through my career, and elsewhere fluidly becoming what I need to be to simply be.

This is only one part of my day, the other parts were filled with a little to the left and a little to the right and at one point a Monarch butterfly cruised by and almost brushed the tip of my nose. Hello, it said, I’m beauty in motion.

 

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