Now you know
AA called last night as I was lying in bed and said she had gone on a date with L, who I met at the Hoe Down, when I was there. I asked her how it went and she said, eh. I told her I had this giant realization today – I love being single. I also went over some recent episodes where A was having trouble getting away from D and another friend was under her husband’s dictates and the whole scenario grossed me out. It’s not like I didn’t have my freedom in my marriage, it more like I had a self-imposed have to take care of S going on. I never felt like I could get away from a girl’s trip or otherwise because I would worry about what S was going to do since he was not engaged with the outside world in any meaningful way.
I woke at 3:30 with anxiety about the house and took an Atavan and read a little more. Next thing I knew G was calling me to lament about B – last night T had told B that G is a maneater, so going over to G’s from Sip, B pulled me aside and asked what’s up and I said “dunno” cause I don’t then T also told me that J said they had a blow out in SF and I said I know I heard – T said J was so shaken up he couldn’t talk about it – G is going to call B and tell him it’s not working out, she might go see J in Colorado even though she feels there is no longevity there.
I myself am headed to the LaLa to hopefully and swiftly get the windows in the master bathroom this morning.