In/Out – you’re invited
I had another identify theft dream last night – this time I was with a client and my wallet fell out of my back pocket and when I found it later on his credenza, there was nothing in it – no money, no id, no credit cards – all gone. There was no anxiety accompanied by this, more just simple observation. T said I dreamed about it because my identity is morphing into a Lesbian – she thinks this is very funny only because she doesn’t really want me to be a Lesbian. She wants me to be me – a woman with a past – she prefers it that way.
On the same note – I want to have a party in late summer when she moves in – and call it our In/Out party – she’s moving in and I’m coming out – she’s against the coming out part of the equation – she’d rather me stay in because of her own image of who I am – her friend didn’t like the connotation of in and out for the sexual images it conjures (not that anyone is opposed to in or out), so we’re going to have an In/Out party and I’m not a Lesbian and I’m not sure why all of this makes me dream my identity has been stolen but it is all curious, isn’t it?
March 10th, 2008 at 2:54 pm
Que sueño tan interesante y simbólico…me gusta lo que piensa T…una mujer con pasado and better yet, una mujer con un presente brillante!
March 10th, 2008 at 5:57 pm
No me digas – she brought to my attention later this afternoon that I am having id theft dreams – as if someone stole my old “id” and replaced with a new “id” that seeks pleasure and satisfaction in a whole different way – the elaboration is mine, she just remarked on the id.
March 11th, 2008 at 7:05 am
Chica, esa mente tuya no para, ¡Que divino! Tal vez la T tenga razón y tienes la evolución de tu “id”. La añadidura, la elaboración es tuya pero bien certera.
March 11th, 2008 at 2:35 pm
Te extraño – este fin de semana es St. Patty Parade y Super Sunday con los Mardi Gras Indians. Mis amigas vienen de Boston para un “girls trip” y vamos a disfrutarnos tantos. Besos.