When the planets are not aligned
So the roller coaster ride that began towards the end of December was one where the car was taking me up up and away. I would send out a message to the world that this is what I want and the world would respond positively. Still there were emotional balls up in the air all around.
Today, there was a setback, and it stopped me in my tracks and I just shook myself and said onward soldier, keep marching despite the grey clouds and cold air. And it made me think how attached I’ve now become to this super fast karmic whiplash and how I perhaps am too attached to it.
Because as we all know and as I have learned too many times to count, there ain’t no good comes that bad isn’t waiting in the wings. And that’s okay. It’s all okay. But you have to recognize the good when you’re in the whirling blades of bad. So, I’m not going to overlook that Tatjana told me something today, which revealed to me she is taking her first step towards transformation – that lucky dime has already started its magic.
The other day I sat on the porch and noticed that the planets were mysteriously aligned and thought a ha! This morning at 4AM when I was out on the porch the planets were not aligned – they were jogging off in a line to the right. I thought it odd but didn’t give it another thought.
Then I looked at an apartment that made me realize what the next year might look like. I’m leaving this beautiful home and building a new one and in the middle is time. Mid afternoon, the offer on the house was supposed to happen but it was not a good one. And it made me think that even if you think you have intuition about something as it is happening, you can still be thrown a curve ball.
So I’m regrouping – the house will sell. I will attend to the details that follow. And life will mosey on down its own mysterious path. I just need to show up. Frankly, I think I’m more upset about Zumba being cancelled tonight than any of the other things that transpired today.
