Humiliation
Tatjana gave me a massage with our favorite therapist for my birthday among other gifts. When I went to see her she said she looked up alopecia to see what its spirit meaning was in the universe and in a word it is Humiliation. And its deeper meaning is “I never get to do what I want to do. When is it going to be my turn?” So the affirmation or mantra associated with it is “I move beyond old limitations and now allow myself to express freely and creatively.”
I’d have to say in a word – indeed.
Having lived so long in a world of doing and taking care of others and wearing myself out from the whole lot of it – I’m sick and tired of those constraints and deserve to be the free spirit my mother gave birth to me as – somewhere I got stuck in my own dogma.
Now to lead myself out, one step at a time.
May 9th, 2012 at 1:01 pm
“I move beyond old limitations and now allow myself to express freely and creatively.” — Beautiful!
I love reading your posts. And I’m so grateful that there are so many to read. They are a source of constant inspiration for me.
Merci, ma belle amie 🙂
May 9th, 2012 at 1:13 pm
Mudd – you’re a dear to say so. If today I was your inspiration, then it has been a golden day for me in sum (particularly as I see the creative soul in you even from this distance). Lots of love, Rachel