Dulling the mind with sameness
I stepped off the merry go round today and that only reluctantly but I felt as if I was getting dull. My mind was gravitating towards the same things, the path of least resistance, the thought of no consequence, and the action that is rote. Caught up in contentment, you tend to grow dull – fat and happy – resistant to new ideas.
I realized I want to do this book and so I recontacted some people to try to make that happen. When L returns with Jake, I am going to set up a playdate to pick him up once a week because I enjoy his company. Abby too.
My world was suddenly growing small – Midcity, Swirl, La Vita – and I realized my frames of reference are shrinking. So I need to work on enlargement, not containment.